Posts about Kaelin

By Grace Alone I do My Work!

by kaelin ~ August 19th, 2010 at 4:52 pm

Paul recently brought home the book, “The Practice of the Presence of God,” a great little book of insights on God from Brother Lawrence.  I’m glad he did.  It is small, so I can read it during the few minutes alone I get here and there.  I don’t really have time for the big books right now!

In between sprinting up and down the stairs to do a few loads of laundry and changing out Corban’s newborn clothes for his 3-6 month clothes (man, it’s a challenge just to keep up keeping the current size clothes in the drawers for these 2 guys!) I read this:

“Although he once had a great dislike for kitchen work, he developed quite a faculty for doing it over the fifteen years he was there (at his monastery).  He attributed this to his doing everything for the love of God, asking as often as possible for the grace to do his work.”

I thought, yes!  It is by his grace alone that I can be the mother of two, and the wife of a minister.  One of our friends from church once said that I make being a mom look so easy.  HA!  If only they knew my inner life.  Or better yet, if only they had known me 8 years ago!  The friends who knew me then sometimes say, “I can’t believe you are a stay at home mom, now!  I always thought you’d be some business woman!”

I am living in the Lord’s most blessed life for me, and I find deep satisfaction in tasks I once would have shunned.  But why?  Because the world said they were mundane, unworthy, too hard, too self-sacrificial.  But Glory to God!  My focus can be on people!!  My sweet husband, my Luke, my Corban, my family, my friends.  For the souls of people are the only real reward I will see in eternity.

So, at each step of the way I have to ask Him,  give me energy to make it through the day, give me wisdom to correct and instruct, may I have patience during this out of control tantrum, let me narrow in on my son, not the mess in the house….. and actually, I  am exhilarated by the challenge!

A July Baby

by kaelin ~ July 3rd, 2010 at 10:15 pm

In my mind, it was always a June baby!  But, His ways are higher than mine.  The good part is, I get to go see Paul preach at Oasis Church in Rochester tomorrow!!  When we first accepted the offer, I was imagining holding down the fort at home with Luke and a newborn.  I’m very excited to go!  I’m quite content whenever God wants to bring this guy out…. I just wish the midwives felt the same.  So, you can pray for me about that.  He kinda needs to get going before the 12th otherwise they’ll be wanting me to get induced, which I really do not want.  But I am looking forward to meeting the new little man in my life!

The Last Three Wonderful Years

by kaelin ~ June 25th, 2010 at 8:59 pm

This baby is due any day!

Yesterday was my Beloved’s and my 3rd year wedding anniversary!  I have so much to be thankful for in the charming and handsome and godly man the Lord has decided to put me here with.  So I think I’ll brag, in public, about my most wonderful leader and companion.

Right now he is downstairs vacuuming up water that flooded our landlord’s basement, completely of his own free will.  The water, he discovered himself.  It is a keen man indeed who notices things that need to be done to the benefit of others, and just gets it done.

This morning he got up at 6am with Luke so I could sleep in, made breakfast, packed us lunch, did our grocery shopping with us, carried Luke all the way up the stairs in his car seat (since he fell asleep in the car and we just wanted him to stay that way) and still managed to meet with a guy he disciples after lunch time.  He played at the park with Luke, built him a train, and took over reading books for him at bedtime when Luke, “Wanta Daddy!!”  He was dead tired tonight when he found the water downstairs, and we were just about to lay down and watch something, but since our landlords are away at a party he decided to address the issue.  This is a typical day for Paul.

I am thrilled to say I am married to a man who knows what it means to be a servant leader.  Aside from the very presence of the Lord Himself and His merciful salvation, he is my sweetest treasure.  He makes it easy to not care about having money or prestige or certainty.  It is my prayer as a Wife that God continues to mold me into the woman he so desires and needs.  I think it only gets better from here!

Ooops… you picked the wrong house.

by kaelin ~ August 16th, 2009 at 10:22 pm

Something unique about my husband is that he absolutely LOVES it when Jehovah’s Witnesses come to the door!  Most people would cringe and try to pretend they are not home (come on you’ve all said it, “Ah! It’s the Jehovah’s Witnesses again!”) But on a Saturday morning (that’s when they like to come in our neighborhood) when the doorbell rings, I’ll often hear, “I think it’s a Jehovah’s Witness!!” And in glee he runs to the door to chat it up with them.

Jesus is enough for me, thank you.

Jesus is enough for me, thank you.

The man pictured above is one of the guys who actually had the guts to discuss his religion with Paul for nearly an hour and said he would come back to talk more, although he never did.  He is one of the many who unknowingly knock on our door, oblivious to the fact that the man I live with is a passionate evangelist for Christ’s grace, and is willing to defend it for an uncanny amount of time!

This past Saturday was my favorite episode yet.  An African American man and an African American boy (who was apparently not his son) came to convince us, once again, of their works-based religion.  I did what I usually do, follow behind Paul and ask him if he needs his Bible.

Paul began the conversation by saying, “Look, I appreciate that people need to know about the love of God, but I don’t think you’re out here to love me, because every time a Jehovah’s Witness comes to my door, I give them my number and they say they’ll come back or call.  And they never do.  Now I know this is because YOU feel that you’re getting into Heaven because of your works.  And so you come out here every Saturday to proclaim your religion, which is what you feel justifies you before God.  Now, if any of you really loved me, you would check up on me.  I don’t think your religion is that of love, it is one of works and obligation…” (or something of the sort, Paul is better at laying out the apologetics than I am)

The man went on to adamantly profess that one must live a life doing good things, and that doing good things and following God’s commands is how he will get into Heaven.  The nearly heart-breaking moment for me was when Paul asked the young boy, maybe 7 or 8, “how do you think you are getting into Heaven?”  And the boy replied, “if I do good things I will get in.”  Paul has them read aloud Ephesians 2:1-9

And you were dead in the trespasses and sins 2in which you once walked, following the course of this world, following the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience— 3among whom we all once lived in the passions of our flesh, carrying out the desires of the body and the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, like the rest of mankind. 4But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, 5even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved— 6and raised us up with him and seated us with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, 7so that in the coming ages he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. 8For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, 9 not a result of works, so that no one may boast.

Emphasizing verse 8, “for it is by grace you have been saved through faith.”  The young boy got to hear the gospel.

The man kept using Matthew 7:21

“Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. 22On that day many will say to me, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and cast out demons in your name, and do many mighty works in your name?’ 23 And then will I declare to them, ‘I never knew you;depart from me, you workers of lawlessness.’

to try to convince Paul that it is by what we do that earns our righteousness.  I think one can see, even from this verse, that it is not at all what we do that makes us right before God.  Paul pointed out that Jesus says “I never knew you”, which highlights our need to be in relationship with Jesus.

As the conversation escalated and became more heated as the man realized Paul was big on grace and not on works, the man got more and more agitated and began accusing Paul of contradicting himself, when really he just asked questions, and read aloud the Scriptures.  Finally, Paul said, “Jesus is my savior.  YOU are your own savior, and you are coming here, telling ME to be my own savior and that, my friend, is NOT the gospel.” (here is where I got goosebumps)

The man angrily said, “Thank you very much, come on (kid’s name).” And the child did come….. but only after staring at and listening to Paul so intently that he nearly walked backward down the stairs.  Father, I do pray that that child heard your gospel of grace and comes to know your salvation.  Amen.

Maybe Heaven is a little bit like….

by kaelin ~ August 15th, 2009 at 8:31 pm

An amazing trip with my family!!  We just returned from a 3 week trip out west in Portland, OR.  What a fabulous 3 weeks of my life!  I had no idea what blessings were in store there!

For the majority of the time, we got to stay with Grandpa Chuck and Grandma Shell.

Grandma and Grandpa

Grandma and Grandpa

Luke learned many new words while we were there, including, “Bubby” for Buddy the dog.

Luke, Daddy, Buddy, Grandpa Chuck, Grandma Shell

Luke, Daddy, Buddy, Grandpa Chuck, Grandma Shell

Luke also had a blast exploring his new home away from home.  He did quite a lot of standing and playing with all the new toys Grandma got for him.

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Ball pit!

Ball pit!

The first weekend we were there, we got to drive up to Seattle for our dear friends’ (Marc and Katherine Bathgate) wedding.   Grandma and Grandpa even drove up to help us out with Luke!  It was a very special weekend for us.

Luke's new favorite activity: walking

Luke's new favorite activity: walking

At the Rehearsal dinner:

Luke with the bride

Luke with the bride

My handsome husband and me

My handsome husband and me

Baby Luke!

Baby Luke!

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Luke at dinner

Luke at dinner

We got to see some old, great friends:

Colin, Luke, Paul

Colin, Luke, Paul

The Wedding day:

We got to go to Pike’s Market downtown Seattle near the water.  Seattle is beautiful!

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We even got to hang out with Colin’s new fiance and visit the very first Starbucks.

Becca.... soon to be Marsh

Becca.... soon to be Marsh

Paul and I love weddings, especially the ceremony.  What a moving reminder of Christ’s love for us (and our love for each other… what a fun date!)

IVows

Vows

Gorgeous view at the Reception

Gorgeous view at the Reception

Another sweet surprise, some more old, good friends:

Paul with the boys: Ryan, Danny, Jeff

Paul with the boys: Ryan, Danny, Jeff

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The beautiful bride and me

The beautiful bride and me

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The mens album cover

The mens album cover

Sunset over Seattle

Sunset over Seattle

After a late night of dancing and wedding celebration….. I got to wake up that Sunday morning and go to one of my favorite expressions of God’s worshipers, Mars Hill!

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We're really here... at Mars Hill!

And as if this wonderful week wasn’t enough.. The following Monday we packed up again to head to Astoria, OR, which is right on the Pacific Coast.  Paul’s grandfather is one of 12 children, and a few of them own property there.  We got to stay for 3 days!

I think I found my new favorite summer sport: Beach biking!!

Cannon Beach

Cannon Beach

Even a burley for Baby Luke.

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When we got back from the beach, we discovered an all new revelation of God’s abundant harvest… BLACKBERRIES, like as many as you could possibly eat, save, and store in multiple freezers.  No kidding.  Every morning we set out in Grandma and Grandpa’s neighborhood with our 5 gallon bucket, Grandpa’s hockey stick, and some work gloves, only to return with hundreds of sweet, ripe berries!  And FREE!!!!  I would estimate that we captured at least a couple hundred dollars worth.   I was so excited about our treasure that I kept imagining this is what it must have been like in the Garden of Eden, where all you had to do is wake up and pick fruit!  And there would be no one to stop me!  I also told the Lord it is my desire to capture as many souls for Him as there were ripe blackberries :)

Blackberry picking

Blackberry picking

Still more blessings….

Hanging out with Grandpa David

Hanging out with Grandpa David

And uncle Mike

Mike, Paul , Kaelin

Mike, Paul , Kaelin

And Baby Luke turned ONE!!  So we got to have an incredible first birthday party for him with the family!

I love cake.

I love cake.

And guess who got to join us???  Yep, THE MO!

The Mo!

The Mo!

Baby Luke got prayed over by TWO pastors!

I'm blessed! I'm blessed!

I'm blessed! I'm blessed!

Oooo presents

Oooo presents

It is always so good to see Auntie Mo and Uncle Dave.

Books!  I love books!

Books! I love books!

This is just too much

But really my favorite is this singing card

And what would a Portland trip be if we didn’t visit Howard at Cal Skate?

Luke's first time on a skateboard

Luke's first time on a skateboard... not sure what he thinks of it.

WOW, God you are so good.  Wow, wow.  We’re going to miss you guys!  Can’t wait to do it again.

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Is it wrong? …

by kaelin ~ August 6th, 2009 at 6:28 pm

to be so excited to visit any one particular church? Our trip to Portland is so much fun!  We finally made got to go to Mars Hill Church in Seattle while we were there for a fabulous wedding (Marc and Katherine Bathgate’s).  For the past year, I’ve been devouring sermon series from here, listening to them on my ipod while I do housework.

As we drove up to park outside the big,  gray,  humble-looking  building I told Paul, “I feel nervous, I’m so excited!”  I started to feel like I was 14 and going to see the New Kids on the Block (back in ‘89 of course!)

I even put Luke in his camo pants to fit right in with the edgy crowd!

We're here!

We're here!

Grandma and Grandpa were able to make the trip with us, too!

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After doing a quick heart-check, I determined that it was not idolatrous to like being at Mars Hill so much…. because I was completely enamored by God the whole time.  How AWESOME he is!  He let a bunch of punks start this massive and life-changing church from NOTHING but a young guy who swore too much and his high school sweetheart…. and some other very faithful partners, of course.  All sinners, nonetheless!

So, a little shout out to Mars Hill, and praise to our King for allowing us ordinary people to have positions in his grand productions!

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Happy 11 months!

by kaelin ~ July 10th, 2009 at 9:48 pm

To my sweet little guy!!

Riding around on Daddy

He's pointin'!

What a miracle you are!

A pretty good Haircutter

by kaelin ~ July 10th, 2009 at 9:47 pm

Paul gets the Good Sport Award. Recently, I have been cutting his hair!  I “forgot” to take a picture of the first cut…  I realized if I were going to continue in my new skill I would need some instruction.  So I went to my sweet Aunt Char, who is a professional, for some lessons.  Here Paul is on my second try:

#2

#2

Nice, but #3 was even better:

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#3

Pretty good, huh?  Looking handsome!

10 Months today!

by kaelin ~ June 10th, 2009 at 10:04 pm

I am 10 months old and just as spunky as can be!

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Jungle Gym Mama

My Mom thinks I’m really funny

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Some of you are asking what my new tricks are.  Well, I quite like to eat out.

Mmmm

Mmmm

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Father, what shall I have?

And I can crawl a bit, pull myself up and I also REALLY love to talk!!

I love the swings!

I love the swings!

I like hanging with my buds,

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And shopping at Costco with Mommy and Daddy

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See, I have my card, Sir.

I can’t wait to tell you all I have to say!!

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Dedicated to the Lord!

by kaelin ~ May 25th, 2009 at 9:22 pm

Yesterday, Baby Luke was dedicated to God at Hope Community Church!

Wearin' a suit!

Wearin' a suit!

Baby dedication was a chance for us to stand before family, friends, and the church and make vows to raise Luke in the ways of the Lord.  We made five specific promises:
1. Do you today recognize this child as the gift of God and give heartfelt thanks for God’s blessing? We do!
2. Do you now dedicate Luke to the Lord who gave him to you, surrendering all worldly claims upon his life in the hope that he will belong wholly to God? We do!
3. Do you pledge as parents that, with God’s fatherly help, you will bring up Luke “in the discipline and instruction of the Lord,” making every reasonable effort, with patience and love, to build the Word of God, the character of Christ and the joy of the Lord into their lives? We do!
4. Do you promise to provide, through God’s blessing, for the physical, emotional, intellectual, and spiritual needs of Luke, looking to your own heavenly Father for the wisdom, love and strength to serve him and not use him? We do!
5. Do you promise, God helping you, to make it your regular prayer that by God’s grace Luke will come to trust in Jesus Christ alone for the forgiveness of his sins and for the fulfillment of all his promises to him, even eternal life: and in this faith follow Jesus as Lord and obey his teachings? We do!

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Standing before the church

Of course, Luke looked SO handsome in his suit from Grandma Shell and Grandpa Chuck.  And he, as always, was very talkative, screaming, “BAH!” as Pastor Steve talked.

Bless you, Luke, you are dedicated to the LORD!!